Tag: Pain
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Everyday
Everyday Everyday I think of you And wish I could see your face It’s feels like the seconds turn to days And the history is just steady washing away Remember how you said It felt weird not speaking living in the same city as you And I felt the same way too But because of…
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Believing In Us
We been through the storms Without gaining control We mastered it all Through the many pitfalls We have awakened our minds To no longer be blind To the many obstacles that are thrown at us Believing in us Was the best thing I could do To free my heart of the shame And pain of…
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I thought
I thought that it was me This whole time I was left trying to figure out What I could change in me To be better for you. I wanted to go against the odds Against what my friends said But how could I I wanted to see the change in you Because everyday i critiqued…
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Unescapable
The story that ends with a bitter kiss To witness a love so passionate But yet so poisonous How did we ever come to this? The manipulation on top of humiliation Have all She done was reminisce on the very beginning Have she been living a bubble? Unescapable from her own reality of the struggle…
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You Allowed This
You allowed this nigga to get in your head To a point you allowed him to become permanent in your bed. Not even loving you the way he suppose to But your so blinded Because you don't know what love is Your so use to being abused That you believe that's what it is You…
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Roller coaster
Riding this roller coaster Even though I’m afraid I can’t look down Ashamed of the outcome Strapped down but never feeling safe It’s too late to escape This roller coaster going down The wind snatching my breathe away The clouds watching everything Trying to hide the fear on my face Playing it cool trying not to…
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Count your blessings
Count your blessings You can never imagine the pain you would feel living without your parent/s Picture this Living without your mother is like waking up everyday with no water. Your thirst overpowering your Craving for Love but there’s no one to hug you. Every time that you pray your asking God to get you…
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The Perfect Stranger
It started off so simple Hi followed by a smile as you turned away to continue what you were already saying The night went by I gazed in your eyes While engaging in endless conversations It was like I was seeing right through you In that very moment I knew the essence of your soul…
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Learning To Forget
You was a part of me that I never knew existed Even all of my friends knew even when I couldn’t follow my instincts You changed me in ways that I can’t even begin to explain and even through the pain I regained strength because I’ve lost you Soon after I lost you I began…
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You Made Me
You made me think I was crazy Like I was the one that was doing wrong Made me feel ashamed for singing the same song I know at times you were right and some times I was wrong But you made me feel like I could never do anything that would of pleased you Even…
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After all this time
After all this time Would you imagine that I would still want you to be mines? After all the pain I could still get past the coldest, rainiest day Over the years I struggled with the thought of you being here then the thoughts of you not being here A constant fear of if this…
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When she became void
Never in my life did I think that I would be here The same place I promised myself to never be again Even though I haven’t cried in weeks The pain still runs deep So deep that it shows through me The many nights I tried, I cried just wondering why All the time wasted…
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Hardest Thing I Ever Had To Do
Hardest Thing I Ever Had To Do The hardest thing I ever had to do Was to love with my everything and then have to learn to be without you Never thought in a million years I would feel the way that I do today… Woke up to my heart sinking to my ankles With…
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Sinking
Feels like I’m falling off a cliff With every step I take I’m getting closer to the edge Tryna keep telling myself don’t be afraid It’s either live with the pain or let all go today Thoughts driving me insane, damn these wicked thoughts in my brain Seems like I’m fighting to survive holding all…