I wonder

I wonder where I went wrong When did I ever make you feel unloved I wonder when did I make the mistake of hurting you in a way to say the things you say I wonder how did I end up here without you I wonder how did I ever not see that I am…

Roller coaster 

Riding this roller coaster Even though I’m afraid  I can’t look down  Ashamed of the outcome  Strapped down but never feeling safe  It’s too late to escape  This roller coaster going down The wind snatching my breathe away The clouds watching everything  Trying to hide the fear on my face  Playing it cool trying not to…

Count your blessings 

Count your blessings You can never imagine the pain you would feel living without your parent/s Picture this  Living without your mother is like waking up everyday with no water.  Your thirst overpowering your Craving for Love but there’s no one to hug you.  Every time that you pray your asking God to get you…

The Perfect Stranger 

It started off so simple Hi followed by a smile as you turned away to continue what you were already saying  The night went by I gazed in your eyes While engaging in endless conversations  It was like I was seeing right through you  In that very moment I knew the essence of your soul …

Alone 

Alone with no one to call my own  Cold heart feeling like its stone  Alone unable to feel emotion  The thoughts of it making me nauseous  The idea of it quickly dissolves  Once I analyze it I don’t want to get involved  See I’ve been there too many times  Had to face to many nights…

Learning To Forget

You was a part of me that I never knew existed  Even all of my friends knew even when I couldn’t follow my instincts  You changed me in ways that I can’t even begin to explain and even through the pain  I regained strength because I’ve lost you Soon after I lost you I began…

Is it okay? (Dedication To My Mother)

Is it okay to cry even when it’s for the same reason every time? For the same fact that will never change No matter how many tears are dropped. Is it okay to release all this pain To have to struggle to not think of so many thoughts in a day For the fear of…

You Made Me

You made me think I was crazy Like I was the one that was doing wrong Made me feel ashamed for singing the same song I know at times you were right and some times I was wrong But you made me feel like I could never do anything that would of pleased you Even…

Crush

Have you ever had a crush? The type that makes your hands sweat And your eyes glisten when you speak The type of person that makes you rethink everything A crush One that makes your heart skip beats The one who makes butterflies in your stomach. Makes you think twice when you speak. Have you…

After all this time

After all this time Would you imagine that I would still want you to be mines? After all the pain I could still get past the coldest, rainiest day Over the years I struggled with the thought of you being here then the thoughts of you not being here A constant fear of if this…

Is it just me?

Is it just me? Or are you thinking about me as much as I do you I’ve lost the words to say In fear of saying the wrong things to you I remember what makes you laugh I also remember the last conversation we had It felt so familiar like we didn’t miss a day…