I wonder

I wonder where I went wrong When did I ever make you feel unloved I wonder when did I make the mistake of hurting you in a way to say the things you say I wonder how did I end up here without you I wonder how did I ever not see that I am…

Memories

When someone passes away We get stuck not knowing how to manage the pain All the memories resurface in our brains So we try anything to somehow numb what remains The unfortunate fact always the same We can’t bring back what has already changed So we try to cope with life even at an unsteady…

Believing In Us

We been through the storms Without gaining control We mastered it all Through the many pitfalls We have awakened our minds To no longer be blind To the many obstacles that are thrown at us Believing in us Was the best thing I could do To free my heart of the shame And pain of…

I thought

I thought that it was me This whole time I was left trying to figure out What I could change in me To be better for you. I wanted to go against the odds Against what my friends said But how could I I wanted to see the change in you Because everyday i critiqued…

Unescapable

The story that ends with a bitter kiss To witness a love so passionate But yet so poisonousHow did we ever come to this? The manipulation on top of humiliation Have all She done was reminisce on the very beginning Have she been living a bubble? Unescapable from her own reality of the struggle Not…

You Allowed This

You allowed this nigga to get in your head To a point you allowed him to become permanent in your bed. Not even loving you the way he suppose to But your so blinded Because you don't know what love is Your so use to being abused That you believe that's what it is You…

Roller coaster 

Riding this roller coaster Even though I’m afraid  I can’t look down  Ashamed of the outcome  Strapped down but never feeling safe  It’s too late to escape  This roller coaster going down The wind snatching my breathe away The clouds watching everything  Trying to hide the fear on my face  Playing it cool trying not to…

Count your blessings 

Count your blessings You can never imagine the pain you would feel living without your parent/s Picture this  Living without your mother is like waking up everyday with no water.  Your thirst overpowering your Craving for Love but there’s no one to hug you.  Every time that you pray your asking God to get you…

The Perfect Stranger 

It started off so simple Hi followed by a smile as you turned away to continue what you were already saying The night went by I gazed in your eyes While engaging in endless conversations It was like I was seeing right through you In that very moment I knew the essence of your soul…